as the sunlight fades into evening,
the red glow spills across the house,
& the dark shadow follows.
a pot on the balcony, its name erased,
inside, empty & still,
snails hide beneath the dust-covered soil.
as darkness settles,
the snails push through their shells,
ivory-colored heads emerging,
sliding across the balcony tiles,
searching for the moonlight that will soon slip in.
soon, the thick darkness presses down on me like drunkenness,
the damp breath that torments me in the pitch black,
& the twisted curses from my father.
i crawl under the blankets,
curling my legs up to my chest,
hidden in the soft folds,
like an ivory snail.
grief leaves its trace on my cheek,
the dampness on my face.
i lift my hand to wipe it away.
will there be traces left where i've crawled?
again today, the house turns red.
i peek out from the blankets,
leaving long shadows on the red light as i crawl,
over the iron gate,
searching for the moonlight
that will still shine even as darkness spreads around me.
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Jennifer Choi is a passionate high school student. Her work has previously been published or is forthcoming in Incandescent Review, Altered Reality Magazine, Academy of Heart and Mind, and Culterate Magazine among others.
Jennifer Choi is a passionate high school student. Her work has previously been published or is forthcoming in Incandescent Review, Altered Reality Magazine, Academy of Heart and Mind, and Culterate Magazine among others.