A Stupid Fucking Story by Jamey Gallagher

A stupid fucking story that’s not even a story just a steaming pile of shit masquerading as words

This is a stupid fucking story. You might as well stop reading it right now. There is really nothing in it for you. No heartfelt shit. No characters learning things. No ideas worth holding on to it. It’s just one steaming pile of shit.

I have spent a long time trying to write stories that weren’t shit. Stories with characters that you were supposed to maybe care about. Their lives and predicaments were supposed to be so-called real. You were supposed to feel things about and with them. Empathy and all that. It was like a bad magic trick. Sometimes I thought I pulled it off.

NOT ANYMORE!

I am done writing shit stories that are supposed to be good. Now I’m on to writing shitty fucking shit that is supposed to be shitty shit. Do you smell that? It’s the smell of this piece of shit piece of writing just steaming off the screen. I DON’T CARE ANYMORE. The world is such a piece of shit anyway, why bother.

I’m sorry, but there’s really no point in trying anymore. I spent years, YEARS, getting up every morning and tiptapping on a little laptop— using a notebook before that, writing in a cramped cursive no one could read. For almost forty years I’ve done this! Making shit up about made up shitty people doing made up shitty things. Leaving their families or being forced into crime by some stupid fucking circumstance or doing fuck-all with fuck-all else.

What was the point of any of it? Who the fuck knows?

I had spent most of my life reading other people’s mostly shitty writing and fooling myself into feeling things about their shitty fucking characters. It was all a game! It was all make believe! I realized (recently) that I had never really grown up to live in the real world! I was still a child! I looked down on people who read fantasy and sci-fi stuff but here I was fooling myself I could understand what anyone felt about anything. What a stupid fucking schmuck!

I published a bunch of stories in small online journals. Maybe a dozen people read my stuff. One or two of them liked it. I FELT GOOD ABOUT THAT! Like I was doing some good in the world. Not just jerking off. But that’s all I was doing. Over and over again. Every morning.

BUT NO MORE!

Now I am only telling the real truth which is that NONE OF THIS MATTERS. NO WORDS will ever add up to anything. We will ALL DIE!!! And no one is better than anyone else just because they read a bunch of shit about made up people.

I am basically an anarchist. Really. I don’t believe in divisions.

You want to read about dragons and shit? Do you.

You want to read about crimes committed by made up weirdos? COOL.

You want to think you’re special because you can read weird shit written in a weird way? COOL.

I SALUTE YOU. But I, for one, am not doing it anymore. Good-fucking-bye.

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Jamey Gallagher lives in Baltimore and teaches at the Community College of Baltimore County. His stories have been published in more than seventy venues, including Punk Noir Magazine, Poverty House, Shotgun Honey, Pembroke Magazine, Bull Fiction, and LIT Magazine. Look for his collection, American Animism, published by Cornerstone Press in 2025.

snail by Jennifer Choi

ten thousand teeth gnaw at the red-stained iron gate,
as the sunlight fades into evening,
the red glow spills across the house,
& the dark shadow follows.

a pot on the balcony, its name erased,
inside, empty & still,
snails hide beneath the dust-covered soil.

as darkness settles,
the snails push through their shells,
ivory-colored heads emerging,
sliding across the balcony tiles,
searching for the moonlight that will soon slip in.

soon, the thick darkness presses down on me like drunkenness,
the damp breath that torments me in the pitch black,
& the twisted curses from my father.

i crawl under the blankets,
curling my legs up to my chest,
hidden in the soft folds,
like an ivory snail.

grief leaves its trace on my cheek,
the dampness on my face.
i lift my hand to wipe it away.
will there be traces left where i've crawled?

again today, the house turns red.
i peek out from the blankets,
leaving long shadows on the red light as i crawl,
over the iron gate,
searching for the moonlight
that will still shine even as darkness spreads around me.

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Jennifer Choi is a passionate high school student. Her work has previously been published or is forthcoming in Incandescent Review, Altered Reality Magazine, Academy of Heart and Mind, and Culterate Magazine among others.

A Caribbean Spring by Linette Rabsatt

just another cool day
or maybe tepid
rain and sunlight play
as we search for shade
or a covering
while we admire
the blossoms
promises of succulence
the heartbeat of
Caribbean excellence
the warmer the weather
the sweeter the outcome

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Linette Rabsatt is a Virgin Islands poet with roots in the BVI and USVI who began writing in 1996. You can find her work in her Kindle book, "Be Inspired: Poems by Linette Rabsatt," in Pulse Poetry Magazine, on her blog, Words of Ribbon, and on the Visual Verse and Micromance Magazine websites.

In My Will by Michael Lee Johnson

In my will, there will be a pinball machine.
A renovated jukebox from American Pickers,
a cable TV show. For the taverns, bars,
and basements of fun seekers for those
who long to be free and ferocious.
I no longer fear death.
Empty vodka bottle by my bed.
A dusty Bible underlined
Jesus’ messages
in red.

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Michael Lee Johnson is a poet of high acclaim, with his work published in 46 countries or republics. He is also a song lyricist with several published poetry books. His talent has been recognized with 7 Pushcart Prize nominations and 7 Best of the Net nominations. He has over 653 published poems. His 330-plus YouTube poetry videos are a testament to his skill and dedication. He is a proud member of the Illinois State Poetry Society: http://www.illinoispoets.org/.

And Why Not? by DK Jammin’

Our sex still makes me smile,
And why not?
Upwards it goes,
A lifting, fragrant smoke that soothes,
And there is so much more pleasure
In that soothing
Because it’s just me;
It’s just you.

And Him, of course.
One highly aroused
Spectrasexual God and/or Goddess.

We are spitted and turned
Over Her aching wildfires,
Her be-with-Me-baby blazes,
But that just means
All pretense is toast,
All falseness crisped.
It truly is me;
It truly is you.

And Her, of course.
Our sex still makes Her smile.
And why not?

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DK is the Supervisor of The Words Department at Center of The Golden One in Denver, Colorado. He is 73 years old and has been a Dad, playwright, lawyer, and a psychotherapist, but recently he has been inhabited with the muse of poetry and cannot stop writing. His poetry publishing credits include Macrame Literary Journal, The Accendo Review, Metempsychosis Journal, Soul Poetry, and Enkidu.

Under Painted Grace by Michael Roque

Impoverished child—
for nickels, dimes—
bought by beauty.
Taught grace,
not from love—
but life confined.

Glamour-touched teen—
trained to speak—
to walk
for lust-filled eyes.
Stripped of name,
wrapped in robes,
to the highest bidding price—
child purity sold.

Woman fully realized—
through fog of an aged mind—
drifts upstream
from cherry-colored Kyoto
to childhood slum
on a seaside,
the missing sister,
the parents long passed.
All gone—
without goodbye.

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Born and raised in Los Angeles, Michael Roque discovered his love for poetry and prose amid friends on the bleachers of Pasadena City College. Now he currently lives in the Middle East and is being inspired by the world around him. His poems have been published by literary magazines like Cholla Needles, The New Yorker, The Literary Hatchet and others. https://www.instagram.com/roquewrites2009/

Malpractice by Jerome Berglund

rifling through entrails nose lights up... malpractice

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Jerome Berglund has worked as everything from dishwasher to paralegal, night watchman to assembler of heart valves. Many haiku, haiga and haibun he’s written have been exhibited or are forthcoming online and in print, most recently in bottle rockets, Frogpond, Kingfisher, and Presence. His most recent collection of poetry "Eleusinian Solutions" was recently released by Mōtus Audāx press!